Perfect Scenarios floating in my head.
So all day today i was thinking about what i’m going to write about in my blog. haha “my blog” sounds so official. Today was one of those days where i woke up and then i went back to sleep, woke up late, rushed to class and basically ran around the whole day. I never took a second to just relax and look around. It’s like i havent even realized its become autumn.The leaves have changed and they’re all over the ground and it’s getting really cold! It’s amazing how engrossed in your life you can be and not realize whats going on around you. I’m going to try to be more aware regardless of how much i have going on in my head.
You know when there’s something chewing you up inside and you want to tell someone or you’re dying to just get it out in the open and you just can’t find the right opportunity. No matter how much you set up the perfect scenario in your head, it never actually happens? But you continue to stay optimistic because being pessimistic is ten times worse. Well, i’ve been feeling like this lately. Theres something i want to say to someone so bad but the opportunity is just not coming and its frustrating. But I think if something/someone is worth it you just keep holding on to that perfect scenario and when you get the chance, which i believe will happen eventually, you do what you’ve been picturing in your head. Now it may not be exactly how you pictured it. They may not react like you want them too. But you leave the situation with the satisfaction that you did do what you wanted to do and thats always rewarding and empowering.
Everyone who is reading this, set up a perfect scenario in your head. What would you like to say to that secret crush? or a coworker? or your boss!? What would you like to happen the next time you’re at a bar? try to play out your perfect scenarios, start with the notion that it’s not going to be exactly as you imagined but it’s just fun to try it out and see where things end up. Take risks in your life. I know i definitely don’t take enough. we only live once or so they say..
thats it’s for tonite. i’m off to do my calculus work. gnite world <3
